Wouldn’t it be wonderful to sit back in a swing, with the wind hitting our face – and just soak up the joy of that day. It seems like there are periods in my life – that get SO busy – that to find a day that is stress free is almost impossibly.
I thought I was getting better at saying “no” – and prioritizing my schedule – but lately its just gotten a bit out of hand. Im taking on to much and while Id like to blame others :) – the real fault falls on myself. I want to pretend like I can do it all, but I just cant.
I am exhausted.
Running a business…
Editing Sessions
Trying to stay fit (this takes work!!)
Staying in the Word (seems like this takes the most work some days… Satan really has been using my busy calendar to distract me from Christ)
Home Schooling…
Keeping up with Church events…
Keeping up with Home School events…
Keeping up with the House, GOOD GRACIOUS cookie crum, its ridiculous some weeks. I mean seriously, why cant I catch up on laundry? really – how come it just seems to pile up every single day and is never ending? where on earth did all these clothes come from? Can we say YARD SALE!
There are so many things that pull my time – that when I sit down to relax, im so stressed out from everything I have done or still need to do – that the time I spend trying to relax, really isnt all that relaxing, because my mind is never done.
Ive decided that after June – im taking a break from my business. Not quitting :) – but just stepping back so I can figure out a way to balance things out better. I need to figure out a better routine for my chores – aka house work :) – I need to get the school routine a little bit more organized… and I just need to figure out what I can handle as far as business goes.
Despite today ending on a few stressful notes… with cloth diapers to wash, 3 laundry baskets full of unfolded clothing… and 4 more waiting to be washed… with a sink full of dishes, and a dish washer waiting to be emptied… lets just say my night was not restful – although here I am blogging out my thoughts – I managed to skipped out around 4:30pm today with the boys – alone – and enjoyed this amazing NC weather… and as I sat there and watched the boys played – I couldnt help but think – why are things so crazy… I just want to enjoy this.
I love being a mom…
…. but I got lots of learning to do in the area of balance… and trying not to stress out over the little things.
At a wedding I helped photograph on Saturday – the bride hired a company to set up a HUGE photobooth for their guest to use.
It was the 1st Id seen like this at a wedding.. and I must admit, was pretty darn cool :) – the booth came with props, a privacy curtain and after you took your photos, it even printed them for you.
During some down time at the reception – Casey, Kristin and I got in and had a go.
It was fun :) and I love the pictures we got.
I had to share these as well :)
During the group photos – Kristin wanted to help visualized to the bride how to lay her head on the grooms chest for a photo – and so she grabs me, while in the church sanctuary started moving my arms to hold her – I just couldnt help but think “ooooo goodness what are the older people thinking?” LOL – im sure they were unaware we were both believers and that I was a Pastors wife – and that this was just “for demonstration purposes” – no one said anything – thankfully, it sure was funny.
We re-created our scene outside before taking a few more photos of the bride/groom.
Being a photographer btw is such a fun job!
Although 13 hrs on your feet can result in slightly sore limbs the next couple days :-)
I had a great time with these two ladies! Wish they loved closer…
Ooo and heres the beautiful couple in our romantic spot :)
Intro's are never easy for me. I guess because they force me to sum up myself and our lives into a short paragraph. As non-complex as I am, this is hard :) - so in short...
I am a daughter to a Savior, a wife to a Pastor... & a mother of 3 sweet, loud, adorable, charming, fun boys.... [read more....]
“Ah, Sovereign LORD, you have made the heavens and the earth by your great power and outstretched arm. Nothing is too hard for you. " - Jeremiah 32:17
"Turn to me and be gracious to me, for I am lonely and afflicted. Relieve the troubles of my heart and free me from my anguish. Look on my affliction and my distress and take away all my sins... Guard my life and rescue me; do not let me be put to shame, for I take refuge in you. May integrity and uprightness protect me, because my hope, LORD, is in you" -Psalm 25:16-21
"For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says the Lord, thoughts of peace and not of evil, to give you a future and a hope. ” -Jeremiah 29:11
"Confessing sin, turning from it, and making restitution should be a way of life" (1 John 1:9; Lev. 6:2-5).
".... always strive to have a conscience without offense toward God and men." — Acts 24:16