Do you ever accidentally say something, then moments later think “man! why on earth did I say that?” – not because it was wrong, but maybe at the wrong time or in front of the wrong person.
Lately I have been so bad about this.
I think I honestly have so much going through my head right now, that it just slips out.
Then it bothers me for days.
That feeling of anxiety and worry is so consuming.
I think that has probably been one of my biggest struggles right now.
Which is crazy because I do know what the scriptures say about it…
Its the application aspect that is difficult for me in this case.
We have 14 more days here….
But really I am ready to go.
I’m not ready to leave dear friends… but I just feel like being here is making it hard to heal. So many reminders of what has happened… what we will leave behind… not to mention a constant state of boxes is driving me a bit batty. There are portions of my home that you can’t even walk through any more – boxes to the ceiling!
We got pictures of the home we will live in once we move.
It is so beautiful. I feel so incredibly blessed to be going there.
Our kids saw photos and are beyond excited!
I think one of the most exciting things about it is the fact they will have DOWN beds at this new home.. no more bunks. We plan to keep our bunk bed, but no longer use it as a bunk bed.. its just to dangerous. Taite fell from the top bunk months ago and landed flat on his back. Thankfully we had a futon out under the beds and so he landed on a soft surface, not hardwood floors… otherwise he could of been killed.
So despite the real “practical” aspect of bunk beds for small spaces, they really can be very dangerous with small children… so I am glad to not have that to worry with now.
See, worry wart…
And Foot in my mouth disorder.
